Im getting philosophical this afternoon.
I had therapy today. My anxiety and anger have definitely tapered. Since I released Kellie.
When i took my big test I did two things that helped calm me. I wore my gold wedding ring, that way I had my wife with me. The second thing I wore a bracelet, panties, toe rings, and anklets so Kellie was there. I had to have Kellie she has become a major part of my being.
Both my daughters are aware of Kellie. My two daughters and I are going out tomorrow, at breakfast my oldest will be asking me questions. I feel if I can't answer questions honestly, I'm fooling myself.
Since finding SP in January of 2026 to now I've come along way. At first I thought I was a crossdresser. Just liking the feel of the soft clothes. I stated therapy and seeing so many people that had a similar story. I realized I was a crossdresser. I'm transgender I have been pushing feelings down trying to hide what I wanted.
Now I'm looking for HRT and what I have to do to make some physical changes in my life. My depression and anxiety have dramatically reduced. I've found friends that are like me. I'm not weird, well maybe a little, but not for feeling foreign in my body.
Life is good.