Lost

[Stottie Girl]

I appreciate that you care. I just have to get her when her phone isn't blowing up. The right time will arrive

Steal her phone?

[Dawn Kellie]

Steal her phone?

I have control.  I could turn it off at Verizon's side for a bit. Ohh you could be on to something

[Dawn Kellie]

Hello my friends. Sorry I haven't been involved much lately, been in kind of a blah type mood feeling very overwhelmed by things. I keeps looking in and keeping an eye on things. I'll be back to normal soon.

[Stottie Girl]

Sorry to hear that Kellie. Maybe press pause for a week or so just let your mind catch up with everything. You have been moving awfully fast on these things.

How's Snow doing? We haven't heard from her or had any updates from you. How did the date/not a date go with the doctors?

[Dawn Kellie]

It went well. My next step is getting with who will be my Dr and set my goals and my regiment.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Hello my friends. Sorry I haven't been involved much lately, been in kind of a blah type mood feeling very overwhelmed by things. I keeps looking in and keeping an eye on things. I'll be back to normal soon.

Hope you find some better days soon Kellie, as seems like things are getting on top of you. Are you a bit nervy about how you're going to move things forward with your transition? I imagine this to be pretty all encompassing until you conclude the next steps. Sending you love and many hugz.

Charlotte 😻

[Dawn Kellie]

Hi all
It has been a day. Almost thought i was heading to the ER, I had some chest tightness and a headache the was all encompassing.  I sat down and had a sweet and some chips. I felt better after a bit, I think my sugars got out of wack. Still not thinking straight but better.
I hope everyone is doing well. Still in  bit of a funk but I'm still trying to check in.

[ChrissyRyan]

Hi all
It has been a day. Almost thought i was heading to the ER, I had some chest tightness and a headache the was all encompassing.  I sat down and had a sweet and some chips. I felt better after a bit, I think my sugars got out of wack. Still not thinking straight but better.
I hope everyone is doing well. Still in  bit of a funk but I'm still trying to check in.

Take care of yourself, it is important.  To give you peace of mind, see your physician soon.

Chrissy

[Dawn Kellie]

Take care of yourself, it is important.  To give you peace of mind, see your physician soon.

Chrissy

I see her every night.

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

Hi all
It has been a day. Almost thought i was heading to the ER, I had some chest tightness and a headache the was all encompassing.  I sat down and had a sweet and some chips. I felt better after a bit, I think my sugars got out of wack. Still not thinking straight but better.
I hope everyone is doing well. Still in  bit of a funk but I'm still trying to check in.

Awwww not another tough day 😥 Glad you didn't end up in ER as thats a really bad day! Hope you can find some you time and feel better soon. Sounds like you need some tlc and to clear your head. Sending you more huggz and warm energy.

I'm ok thanks...fighting the darkness still, but staying upright.

Charlotte 😻

[Dawn Kellie]

Awwww not another tough day 😥 Glad you didn't end up in ER as thats a really bad day! Hope you can find some you time and feel better soon. Sounds like you need some tlc and to clear your head. Sending you more huggz and warm energy.

I'm ok thanks...fighting the darkness still, but staying upright.

Charlotte 😻

Keep looking for the good. It helps

[ChrissyRyan]

I see her every night.

I know someone who is diabetic and wears a monitor for blood sugar.
I am glad I am not diabetic.

But there are other blood sugar issues too besides diabetes.

Regardless, take care.


Chrissy

[Dawn Kellie]

I know someone who is diabetic and wears a monitor for blood sugar.
I am glad I am not diabetic.

But there are other blood sugar issues too besides diabetes.

Regardless, take care.


Chrissy

I had very little for supper, skipped breakfast and was going into lunch. I've been on GLP1 and my appetite gets messed up, and its been hot and humid here with further messes with my appetite. I think a meal will do me some good. Still have about 90minutes before I get supper.

[Stottie Girl]

That doesn't sound like a great day there Kellie bless you. I hope you're wife checked you out.

It's frightening when you think there is something wrong with your heart. I had that feeling when I had an irregular heart beat, it's not fun. Maybe monitor your blood pressure for a bit it's not worth ignoring it. The pain was there for some reason. Hopefully just colic or something.

[Dawn Kellie]

I'm getting my head back together.The funk is on the way out, feeling like myself again.  It's been a rough week. Thank you all for the words of support. 

[Gina P]

Glad you are feeling a bit better. The cooler weather might be the ticket.

[Dawn Kellie]

I just had a great therapy session. We determined that I'm going to have to schedule an appointment with my wife to have a discussion with my wife. A little background over the last 7 days anytime I've tried to talk with my wife she has had a work issue to deal with. Then the day I was having chest pain and a complete headache when I got home there was home drama. I couldn't even tell my wife I was having chest pains. A couple days before that my wife called and was frantic with me over an issue with work. I barely had time to say 2 words. My therapist is worried it's going to cause resentment between us. I don't want ti agree with her.
She was also telling me that this depressive funk isn't just me. She has had several friends and clients tell her the same thing. 
I feel I'm coming back to myself. Sorry, you'll be seeing more of me again

[Sephirah]

I just had a great therapy session. We determined that I'm going to have to schedule an appointment with my wife to have a discussion with my wife. A little background over the last 7 days anytime I've tried to talk with my wife she has had a work issue to deal with. Then the day I was having chest pain and a complete headache when I got home there was home drama. I couldn't even tell my wife I was having chest pains. A couple days before that my wife called and was frantic with me over an issue with work. I barely had time to say 2 words. My therapist is worried it's going to cause resentment between us. I don't want ti agree with her.
She was also telling me that this depressive funk isn't just me. She has had several friends and clients tell her the same thing. 
I feel I'm coming back to myself. Sorry, you'll be seeing more of me again

That's a great idea, Kellie. Then you both know what's what. Make it "official", where you both have free time to sit down and talk about things rather than doing it off the hoof. You can use the time before this to work out what you want to say. Jot a few things down so you're not going into it completely cold and blind. Some talking points that you can bring up. It will give you both time to prepare.

There's little worse than having a conversation of this magnitude when you're playing it by ear. So this will be the perfect opportunity to get your ducks in a row, as it were. I would imagine it will be the same for her.

And please never apologise for being in not a good place, Kellie. It happens to us all. Everyone here understands it, has likely been through something similar, and only wishes you the best, sweetie. It's the nature of life. We can't be sunshine and rainbows all the time.

It's okay.

*massive hugs*

The important thing is that you are still here. And now you have something to focus on. It will be okay, sweetie. <3

[Dawn Kellie]

That's a great idea, Kellie. Then you both know what's what. Make it "official", where you both have free time to sit down and talk about things rather than doing it off the hoof. You can use the time before this to work out what you want to say. Jot a few things down so you're not going into it completely cold and blind. Some talking points that you can bring up. It will give you both time to prepare.

There's little worse than having a conversation of this magnitude when you're playing it by ear. So this will be the perfect opportunity to get your ducks in a row, as it were. I would imagine it will be the same for her.

And please never apologise for being in not a good place, Kellie. It happens to us all. Everyone here understands it, has likely been through something similar, and only wishes you the best, sweetie. It's the nature of life. We can't be sunshine and rainbows all the time.

It's okay.

*massive hugs*

The important thing is that you are still here. And now you have something to focus on. It will be okay, sweetie. <3

Thank you

This is a place I feel confident in myself. I really want to have my wife on my side. She gas to know something as I get dressed on my woman's clothes from woman's flip flops to a gray sleeveless shirt. If she doesn't realize something she is in denial.
How are you doing? I worry for you. Please know and understand there are alot of people here for you. I have nothing but love for you. If you need a shoulder I have one for you

[Sephirah]

Thank you

This is a place I feel confident in myself. I really want to have my wife on my side. She gas to know something as I get dressed on my woman's clothes from woman's flip flops to a gray sleeveless shirt. If she doesn't realize something she is in denial.
How are you doing? I worry for you. Please know and understand there are alot of people here for you. I have nothing but love for you. If you need a shoulder I have one for you

I am doing okay, Kellie. Better than I have been. Thank you for asking. I am hanging in there, honey. <3 I do know that there are a lot of people here for me. It's a little overwhelming, honestly. But I am eternally grateful. And please don't worry, sweetie. The same is true of you, though. It's okay to go through a rough time. Sometimes life is what happens while you're busy planning out your dreams, haha.

Like Winston Churchill once said: "When you're going through Hell, keep going."

There can be a lot of wilful denial, Kellie. But you can't know for sure until you sit down and talk to her about it. And this is a great way to do it. Like I say, think about the conversation you want to have beforehand. Take some time to prepare and work out what you want to say, and how you want to say it. Then neither of you are catching each other at a bad time.

If it helps, maybe arrange to have it with a meal you both like. Something you can connect with. Something to provide that reinforcement that you care about each other. Subtle things can matter. Things that affirm to both of you how much you mean to each other, you know?