Remember the first time dressed as Nikki and it was exciting. My family said goodbye to the unhappy person I was before the last time knowing a much happier person was going to come out. Was the day after I started my 3rd month of my transition. Did my own make up and had what I wanted to wear out already. Then it was out to get my hair and nails done, had the money saved up to have these done too. I was happy with the results of both seeing the person I was before was gone for good not coming back. My family met their new daughter and sister for the first time and saw I was much happier. Other family members and friends met this whole new me with a reveal party done. All I was told that I looked gorgeous and they liked this much happier me better with my life back calling me Nikki. It was true what they said to me showing their support. The years of pain and suffering were gone
