Chapter 2 - Charlotte's scratch post

[Stottie Girl]

Thanks 😊 all for your kind support!

I don't want to give up Lori. Much like self harm these are last resorts my mind flies to in order to try and shutdown enotions when i can't handle or process them. The intensity of emotions is unbearable at times.

I'll try to shut down expectations as much as I can now. I've exhausted everything that I can do or make happen now. I've put changes in place and arranged surgery. So thats what I've decided and that I will go with.

It's not going to be easy. But I  will do my best.

Other news I've made a new trans friend who invited me into her kink group with some other trans women. And she's polyamerous so going to tell me all about that and help me figure out if its a workable dynamic. A lot going on!

You really are adventurous aren't you little lady!! I would be sooo intimidated but you just throw caution to the wind! It is one of your great strengths Charlotte. I hope it all works out for you. I think it's about time Charlotte had a bit more fun in her life!

[Charlotte Kitty ✅]

You really are adventurous aren't you little lady!! I would be sooo intimidated but you just throw caution to the wind! It is one of your great strengths Charlotte. I hope it all works out for you. I think it's about time Charlotte had a bit more fun in her life!

Aww not that adventurous.  Just makes me feel desirable if people are prepared to do things with me. Its nothing more than what I got upto when i was like 16 - 24 years old. Be interesting to explore though x

[Finally Anna]

Because giving it up removes all remaining expectations and gives me back control.

I'm afraid that it does not (give you back control).
Giving it up just puts you in a different square of the board, with the uncertainties and frustration that comes with that square.