Chynna, I wonder - what would happen if those men were to meet you now and explain why they acted like they did?
You know, I think that if they had any spark of human decency in themselves they would not be able to explain - and would be ashamed.
If they wern't one could only feel sorry for them - they have made a hell for themselves, even if they did not realise it yet. (mixing my tenses a bit there
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The danger was that hatred is a trap that could have dragged you down to their level - Your strength of character by forgiving them allowed you not only to escape but strengthened you.
I hope to God that I would have the strength to do that - I often worry