well... im new here. when i wasyounger, i looked like a boy, and passed effortlessly. my parents were constantly pointing out to waiters and waitresses that i was their DAUGHTER. i didnt voice it then, but i didnt mind bein a "boy" and i actually enjoyed it. when not around my parents, i called myself Jet. it was my commonly accepted name among neighborhood friends that didnt know that i was a girl. as i started middle school, puberty hit. and with it came the curves. people would call me all sorts of things that hurt my feelings, and i didnt fully understand the meaning of. thats when i started dressing as a girl and becoming socially accepted. i am now going to be a senior in highschool and would like to change that.
i told my mom that i should have been born a triangle and she understood. i just started seeing a psichiatrist. im hoping to apear mostly male by the end of the summer. my only fear is returning o school in the fall. i am afraid that i will be made fun of again like i was when i was younger.