Reluctant to get active again after 15 years. I had purged, to some extent when I got married and became a step-dad to three. I felt it better to do away with the things that might be discovered and cause problems, not only within the house-hold, but with the wife's ex that might find out. It wasn't because I had quit, just that it was a matter of necessity at the time. Now that the step kids are grown and out of the house, the two of my own aren't quite the same situation, and we live in a house that allows me a little more privacy in how I can pack my things away.
Reluctant in that now I am not as thin as I was 15 years ago and will have a much tougher time passing than I did back then, and even then I would pull off everything I needed to "disguise" except my face, which was marginal at best.
Reluctant to get so engrosed in this again that it may impact my life in a negative way. Lots of those old fears coming back. But at least I have an understanding and supportive wife, and an encouraging one at that.
Thanks for asking.
