My parents think that i c/d just for a turn on and they dont know i fully c/d there for they dont see it as c/d they just think i like lingerie.
Iv been thinking and i only wanted hrt for the softerskin / breast development.
iv found out my parents would be heart broken if they found out a crossdress fully and now im stuck I dont want to upset them so i cant let them find out if they do they do but i dont want to hurt their feelings but at the same time i could never give it up.Just walking past a female store or seeing a woman is a reminder of c/d and how i feel.
Iv been there and being without c/d is hard i just couldnt give it up.
Iv spent alot of money on my clothes and fem things too so i dont want to have to throw them away and i dont want to give up the feelings i have.
I try to spend 2 hours dressed up a day but in my room alone and its nice but i just wish i didnt have to keep it in my room.
I would love to be able to wear my new skirt while i chill out in the living room and maybe in time go out to dressed up.
iv had alot of reactions from friends i have
online.One girl who is in love with me told me she would kill herself if i didnt give it up but i know she wouldnt do it but still it was upseting.
alot of my friends online are understanding and very supportive but others think im wierd.Iv also had 2 years of online hate froma group of people becuase my friend who i split with up went and told everyone online she knew.This was a few years back But one of them called me a
>-bleeped-< which really upset me at the time.I guess its becuase what my dad said about c/d,s this one time thats prob why it upset me so much.