Hi, Thanks you all for your reply and information.
Well i want to come out but right now it too hard for me to. However, I already gotten my shot and gone through the step... Just waiting for surgery then i just try to slowly mix myself in with everyone. It's hard when you have no place to go. I been having hard time right now.
My chest is weird lol... even doctor don't even understand it..
I'm trying my best to hide and try being me. Those are some great informations. Now i have to find all those thing to buy