I got pissed yesterday because there is never any gay porn at the mall (at FYE or so on) and it pisses me off because it's all just half-naked chicks, it's so sexist to think guys just want to see women.
Then having my boyfriend stare longingly in Victoria's Secret doesn't help my mood either. I'm grateful that he accepts me as an FTM but he still gets aroused at the god damn panty store (can't be helped but it's just something that ticks me off, he could at least pretend not to be drooling because I'm sure he's noticed it depresses me)
And all in all, going shopping is just a pain in the ass because I get so touchy about never seeing enough "Chippendale" stuff as I call it for gay men and FTMs like me who prefer men. *shrugs* there should be a variety for every preference not just one.
