I managed to save a couple of the old poems that were posted on the old system - in fact, the only two i wrote that i really loved the most - There's this one and one other i will post as well. I hope you like them.
Thanks,
Annagirl
One Way or Another -
i'll find the way -
maybe not today -
but i'll find the way -
through healing,
and dealing,
and tears,
and fears,
with love,
and anger
there's danger, and menace -
but with truth, and through penance,
i'll get there -
where ?
more back to myself,
where i/we all belong the most -
so that all the anger, fear, rejection and ignorance -
will finally become toast -
The most, the most -
truly amazing and incredible things -
not just a bunch of silly flings,
of myself into the fires -
but of spirit -now becoming -
truly freeing -
living, feeling, dancing, breathing -
free at last -
realizing all the mistakes and hidden feelings of the past -
to be me -
to be free -
and go on with life - and to get all these things -
(and im forced to analyze)-
but for all the strife it still brings -
(why cant people just begin to realize) -
I can prevail, though i moan and i wail,
and kick and shout, and i yell and i pout -
but with love and truth, i'll give them (and me back) my heart,
and let them(and me)all do their worst, to tear me apart -
cause' ive already been torn - most of my life -
because of persistence of fear, ignorance and untruth -
of which the world can be so completely rife -
I CAN find the way - i know that i must -
and for love and in truth -
and in God i will, and i must trust -
I can prevail, and it can and will be just,
i CAN find the way, or it can and will turn me to dust
maybe not today - but maybe I will,
i just cannot tell, until, until....
not being realized, the most painful of things -
tortuous and annoying and full of the slings -
and arrows for sure - they can be such a boor -
but not taken lightly, like a million bee stings -
one more, and i could become allergic and die -
but instead, i'll believe that i can grow wings -
and do all of these amazingly beautiful things,
and just so, and finally, completely fly -
I can, and i will, and maybe today,
Just give me real love,
and the good of real truth,
and maybe i'll stay -
but even then if you dont,
i will still make it float -
and then, and then -
I will make it -
must make it,
completely MY WAY,
Someday -
It could be, would be, if i had it my way -
it most definitely could be, and would be,
TODAY
Love forever,
Thanks always, all -
ChefAnnagirl
