Hello people , my name is Josie im a 20 year old trans girl living in california, ive been takining spiro and estro for just about a month now. Im finnally taking control of my life. My mindset has changed drasticlly in the last three months or so, I used to be depressed and suicidal, always having a negative view on everything, then one night i was thinking very deeply . And decided that i would stop playing the victim and take matters into my own hands. So i ordered my meds - and thats basicly where im at right now. I know self medicating is dangerous , but it was neccesary. Hopefully i can get insurance soon so i can start a legit transition. Im very grateful for SusansPlace, you guys have helped me so much. So ya.. Thank you <3