I'm not sure what I am, if it would even be considered paganism, I have a very rudimentary alter consisting of two candles, an incense holder, and usually a mug filled with an offering. I don't believe in gods, I don't really have faith in anything, just a little bit of hope. I would like to think that there is a sentient force, a law of nature that is self aware. Something that is beyond human form, and thought, but filled with love. When I perform a simple ritual, such as casting a circle, and offering a prayer it makes me feel a little better. I would like to cast some simple spells, if nothing else but because it is spiritual, and gives a feeling of peace.
I would consider myself a hopeful agnostic, always seeking for something more out there π
I've tried praying to gods, it just doesn't do it for me - I can't put a definition on something that would be so significant. It feels almost limiting to do so.