hi ppl
first of all i wanna thank all of you for stopping by and showing you concernet as this is the only forum who has show some concernt and care
iam realy glad to see all those posts from your side
now i can share my feeling with you ppl and iam sure about the fact that you ppl will suggest the best for me .
a little about me my name is satya but i wanns get it changed to tina
iam 20 and is crossdressing from my child hood iam smart enough to hide my stuff from other ppl so no one here knows much about this i think my brother knows but iam not sure about its iam a engineering student is in final year and is totaly dependent on my parents for all the stuff money cloths and all so....... its like its gonna take few more years for study only and only after that i will be able to get a high earning.iam 20 now and i dont wanna die a crossdresser and i dont want to get late for my transformation ya i know i need to meet other ppl and doctor and i do wanna meet but its more or like cant find a single cd or tg in india i know there are many but no one wants to come out i have mailed may of them but no one wants to reply.i dont know what they feel like and what makes them in secure
i use to crossdress one daily basis and have tried to do out many times for few hours
i have got command over voice and can switch it according to my needs.
i have visited many sites about all sergries and all and have catted with many docs on phone and all what i have calculated that iam gona need 20000$ for complete transformation with out SRS
and for now i can only spend my saving on harmones as they are gona take 100$ or somthing for a month
i wanna look more like a real lady and i want ppl to see those changes its now like i dont wanna come out i wanna come out as soom as iam gonna get independent and earn a little money to go for FFS and all and at the same time i wanna get late for my transformation process.
so you ppl know any tg or cd here in india who just can chat with me and help me finding solution to my probs.because in asia specialy in india ppl you use to say a lot to tg girls and i can face ppl but befor that i wanna get a little independent so that i just can fight back.
ppl advice that you wont be able to do any thing without your parents approval but my family is not that open minded about the facts and all.
i can see what is going to happen when iam going to tell them about this they are going to throw me out.
iam not in rush but dont wanna pass age to achive what i want because time never comes back.
you ppl can tell me up to which age you can go for transformation and be able to achive best results
about my room its full of punk stuff because iam lot more in rock music and all and is a member if local band over
here.my intrests are in guitar and painting and swimming and chess
iam not gay its just that i wanna just wanna free the traped girl inside me.
i can send my pics and all but dont know where to send or upload it
ppl i just tell me what should i do iam very confussed and very disturbed.
i have also though that later one i will try to get nationality of some other supporting nation but that is gonna take a lot of time a lot of time may be 7 or 8 years or may be more then that us use to give a lot of employment to indian ppl and to get somthing like that i need to study hard.
i just dont know how iam a gonna get what i want.........
-tina