First I commend you for having such bravery as to post (anything). I am scared
>-bleeped-<less about doing that myself (I'm MTF), but you have inspired me to try!
I think that if I close my eyes, you sound like a young guy or teen, possibly before the male voice kicks in. I think that your speech patterns are not too far off from being like a guys too
. Remember guys like to talk in a semi-monotone way. Less flowery and straight to the point. It doesn't mean you should exaggerate it either since I think that would add to being clocked.
I'm sure you have listened to your brother. Keep doing that as that will also help you develop the speech patterns. That way, if you do decide to go on "T", you'll have a time adjusting your voice around it.
For now, I think you are on your way to sounding like a guy.
I'm experiencing the same thing but the other way around. Estrogen doesn't really help us MTF's the way "T" does for FTM's.
I hope this helps.
Best to you and have fun on your journey to being YOU.
Hugs,
Stephie