If there were a group of people that would understand, it would be you guys.
Last night I was overly tired, frustrated and pissed off. I melted emotionally, crying, I typed it out to get it out of my system never intending to hit send.
I was feeling sorry for myself and the cause of the problem was my decisions last year. Well the damage is done and though some of it can be minimized, I dont have a way to pay for it. I need to find a way to reduce the effects till I can.
It took 3 weeks to get the results of a blood test for hormone levels (just another frustration), my hormones are good with the script I have.
Its almost 8pm, jammies are on and I am going to bed with out dialating.
Again, if any one was offended, please dont be, I was venting irrationally and not directed at you.