I can not wait for the day my partner truly feels beautiful!!!!! She deserves it!! I LOVE her soooooo much and feel alot of her pain. To look at your self in the mirror and see a monster instead of a delicate princess must be extremely hard to endure. We have been seeing our theripist and I feel she truly helps us out. We must keep moving forward. My partner is super duper impatient and I try to tell her she will be pretty, but right now she does not SEE that. She hates the fact that she has had to work SOOOO hard at everything in her life and just wants to have it easy for once. She is scared about getting micro dermabrasion, laser hair removal, SRS,..... I hope to god she truly knows that my help may not be the best for her but I AM TRYING TO BE AS SUPPORTIVE AS I CAN!!!! At times I feel weak as hell and can not be as positive as I should be.. it can get really hard seeing her get so down and out about herself and I try to tell her positive statements, but at times she thinks I am telling her lies and just making her feel better GRRRRRRRRRR......... I at time loose alot of patience with her, but know she does want me here and loves me just as much as I do her. You girls are very strong, please never give up on your present goals....
