I am away from home alot and you could almost say that we don't live together becasue I am usually ony home on weekends but sometimes not even then. I didn't go home this weekend because I was exhausted from a long week and I just couldn't bear the idea of driving 300 miles after getting off work at 5:30pm then driving back sunday night.
So, yesterday I was talking to her on video chat and she said something about her not having any make-up on becasue she hasn't left the house today and I joked that I didn't have any make-up on either. She laughed and said, "I hope not. You would look rediculous." I joked back and said, "how do you know? I might look pretty good." She said, "I don't think so. Some guys can pull it of but you are too masculine and don't have a single feminine feature and you would just look like a man in make-up!"
It was all I could do to keep from laughing out loud and asking her who she has been looking at for the last 20 years. It made me sad though because it means that she is going to be so blind sided when I tell her what's going on. It would be alot easier, I think, if she saw this in me but I think she is totally blind to it. I have to admit, it also kinda got me down hearing someone say that but she kinda meant it as a compliment, I guess. My friends that know what is going on are just blown away that she can't see the changes of the last 7 1/2 months and that she isn't asking serious questions. Either she is in total denial or I am but I think it is her. BTW, my avatar pic is a genuine pic of me with no makeup except on the lips and it was taken last week.
