Going crazy!

[Karlee]

I think I'm going crazy....

Everywhere I look, I see "MTF" or "HRT"or "FFS" haha! Just in everyday life. I have to look twice to see if it's really there.

Perhaps it's a sign? I mean, I am already pretty happy with how feminine I look (admittedly, that is with makeup), and I do really want to be a girl, so maybe it's my mind telling me something?

I hope so.

Just thought I'd let you know.

Love,
Karlee.x

[Forever21Chic]

I think I'm going crazy....

Everywhere I look, I see "MTF" or "HRT"or "FFS" haha! Just in everyday life. I have to look twice to see if it's really there.

  Lol karlee i do the samething! Don't worry you're not going crazy, you're just thinking alot about transition which is normal. I've actually been trying not to have my transition be the focus of all my time but that's easyer said then done.   

[Karlee]

Lol karlee i do the samething! Don't worry you're not going crazy, you're just thinking alot about transition which is normal. I've actually been trying not to have my transition be the focus of all my time but that's easyer said then done.   

*Phew* Glad to see I am still sane! Although yes, transitioning and my whole situation has been the subject of non-stop thoughts and dreams! I had a dream last night, where I was dressed as Karlee at my cousins house and they walked in on me!  They laughed it off (which definitely wouldn't happen in real life haha), but the point is that's allllll I have been dreaming of lately. My subconscious has been kicked into overdrive!   

I hope your transition is going well. And yes, it is hard not to think about it. I have faith that you'll take enormous strides and make heaps of progress, honest! Thanks for the post!

Love,
Karlee.x

[Randi]

Judging from your avatar pic if that's you-you are doing very well indeed! Go crazy girl-it is working for you!

Randi

[Karlee]

Judging from your avatar pic if that's you-you are doing very well indeed! Go crazy girl-it is working for you!

Naww!*butterflies* Thanks so much, means a lot to me! I'm so glad that my progress is visible to others!

Arghh, right now, I have insane butterflies about thinking of being full time Karlee! Can't wait for what the future holds!

Love,
Karlee.x

[Randi]

You are young-you have a great palette to work from-you have IT going on. I can't wait to see what you will look like with hormones.
My thought is-Oh to be young again!
Randi

[Karlee]

Thank you, Randi! Such kind words.

I think I have been blessed with a relatively female body, being skinny and fairly tall. I'm really hopeful that I can conjure up the courage to come out to those around me, find a therapist, and being transitioning. Hopefully, the future works out for me!

Love,
Karlee.x