A new low (rant)

[Shanan]

Blah, blah, blah. I am on the verge of implosion. .....

First, my E meds ran out and financially have to wait ( stressful )

Second, my work hours reduced to 3 days a week! Downsizing ( *_%#! )

Third, Oh where to start: okay, well what started it IS! my so and I were chilling/drinking with a gay couple ( occupant A, occupant B ) after quite a few drinks, when the guardrails come down. Occupant A asks: why I chose to be trans? ( utterly floored by the fact that a gay person thought it was a choice, I failed to answer before ) My SO ( ( who is bi ) chimed in and said: you don't want to be trans, Do you? ( at this point not only am I speechless and bewildered at how to respond ) occupant B says: he's not trans, their douchbags! ( at witch point I became furious! And left the room )

Finally: my 20 year old car has broke down again, suprize!!!

Great!!! What else ya got? Oh PLEASE! May I have some more!

Sorry Sisters, just had to vent somewhere! :*

[justmeinoz]

Just ask them why they chose to be gay.  When they say it's not a choice tell them TS isn't either.
Sell the car and buy a motorcycle. When it kacks itself you can push it over into the gutter!

[JoanneB]

Once again the PC crowd comes through proving that the 'T' in LGBT stands for Token and totally forgetting it was the ->-bleeped-<-s that threw the first punches at Stonewall.

BTW - perhaps a poll is needed for this. I don't know about others but I do know for some other girls I've known and especially for me. I for one do not, did not, and never wanted to be trans. But I can't help it any more than being fat, bald, ugly, 4 eyed, and a stutterer.

[Shanan]

I know , right! If it was anyone saying being gay wAs a choice, it'd be on like donkey kong! ( bi*#h slapping party). I think thats what/why I was speechless/flabbergasted, I was so surprised to hear that kind of response from someone I thought should have a clue/know better, that all I could of said was overwhelmed by the "go F yourself response" and due to the fact that I didn't respond properly, I cringe at the thought of having to discuss it (obviously it will remerge it's ugly head ) again with the so. I'm kinda pissed about it actually, (not subject a/b, don't care about them, idiots are happiest in their delusions) but the SO, we've had this convo before, and even though their bi, I don't think they will ever get it/understand. This isn't that their not intelligent, but that I think their so self absorbed about how they perceive everyone else shoild be defined.

I'm obviously still mad and ranting

Im really not sure as how to preced, I don't understand how an intelligent, bi, gay activist could possibly not understand, and think that any GID is a flipping choice!
It makes me angry, and then I don't think straight!
I tend to keep my mouth shut because when I'm angry/mad, I don't say the right things.
Personally it's a war between: out for blood!!! Or Be nice, they don't know any better.

Why is it that our group always seems to worrie about everyone else? I'm really upset!!! Dammit!! I'm about to go selfish b*#€h, and unleash the furry, and the tears.

Sorry, I'll shut up now.

Loves xxoo

[VeronikaFTH]

Once again the PC crowd comes through proving that the 'T' in LGBT stands for Token and totally forgetting it was the ->-bleeped-<-s that threw the first punches at Stonewall.

BTW - perhaps a poll is needed for this. I don't know about others but I do know for some other girls I've known and especially for me. I for one do not, did not, and never wanted to be trans. But I can't help it any more than being fat, bald, ugly, 4 eyed, and a stutterer.

On the first sentence: Damn straight!

About your question: No I didn't want to be trans, I never did. I fought very hard to NOT be trans, but it wound up almost killing me from the depression and self-hate. Who really WANTS to have to go through all this? All the money and pain and effort.. honestly I'd have much rather been happy and content with the cards I was dealt.

I have no choice but to be trans. I can't help who I am, so I've accepted and embraced it now, and I'm much happier as a result. But hell no I didn't want it!