I've always wondered why I'm such a masculine looking natal male. I could be the actor's facial twin on the new Conan The Barbarian, even though I've never played sports, worked out, or taken steroids. My blood tests shows that my estradiol levels are pretty high, which it seems that it's said often that the body overproduces testosterone and androgens in response to any high estradiol levels. The real problem is wondering if I need anti-androgens and anti-testosterones, or if I actually need a estradiol blocker. Seems two very opposite paths, and it'd certainly be an interesting find to think that my body is overproducing estradiol hormones in response to how I think about wanting to be a girl almost every minute of every day, albeit harming me because it has the opposite physical effect in the end.