I know everyone tends to relate from their own experiences.
I actually had a man tell me my vagina looked, "freakish". And the worst part was he was right.
Problems related to SRS with Marci Bowers,
very obvious scars, like she was intentionally giving me scars.
terrible asymmetry or no symmetry. Clitoris far to one side, I won't even mention the inner labia because there was not enough inner labia to mention and yet somehow they ended up asymmetrical anyway O_o
Clitoris touching urethra, not exactly normal, meaning no space, no skin between the urethra and the clitoris.
Outer labia heavily scarred and asymmetrical. She sewed me up so badly that it was like buttoning up a shirt but one of the buttons in two eyelets away from the correct eyelet and instead of putting the correct button in the correct eyelet she then randomly buttoned the rest of the shirt. The result being the left side looked okay (left outer labia) but the right outer labia sagged badly and looked like frosting melting off the side of a cake. Very ugly and unnatural looking.
One of the worst things Marci did was remove too much tissue around the vaginal canal entrance so that I am always gaping open down there, perhaps not when I am standing but anytime you can see my inner parts the vaginal canal is gaping open and too close to my anus.
No clitoral hooding. Very strange looking, tiny inner labia. Clitoris touching urethra. Terrible scars and sagging skin that was stitched together incorrectly, the skin sagged so bad it would fold over on itself and a blob of skin would hang down off my outer labia (just one of them). Unnatural gaping open vaginal "hole", too close to anus. Didn't remove enough erectile tissue so when aroused a remnant would rise up and bulge and then flop over to one side under the skin.
And to top it off, I was at a convention with Marci Bowers and she wanted pics of results of her work for her website but she told me (in person) she didn't want a picture of my results which was really all the confirmation I needed.
How a vagina looks may not matter to some people but it doesn't make you any less of a person if you do care how a vagina looks. Before my revision with Chettawut my vagina didn't look like a vagina. Now it looks like a vagina except I have essentially no inner labia, scars, gaping vaginal canal too close to anus.
And no matter how much I search the gallery of diverse vulvas, they all make mine look wrong. The main problem was Marci gave me a vagina that looked nothing like a vagina. I was afraid to be seen naked. Having to hide my vagina felt worse than previously having to hide my penis. The vagina Marci gave me "outted" me as trans.
