Quote from: Tori on February 11, 2012, 09:06:34 PM
But, Stephe... wow. I know how hard it has been to get to the point where I am. And I am Pre-HRT. A prescription would mean the world to me... and to have that fail? And fail? And fail?
Wow.
Also I can't tolerate electrolysis. 3 different very TG experienced people tried and all said the same thing. Never seen anyone react like I did and they all agreed it would ruin my skin and deform my face if I continued. I'm lucky I don't have much if any beard shadow that shows but it still sucks to have to shave everyday. People who can tolerate this have no idea how lucky they seem to me. I;m sure they just take it for granted.
This isn't an easy hand any of us have been dealt and there is no cookie cutter path to where we want to be. When I see these lists of "You HAVE to do this first", all those do is set people up for disappointment if, for whatever reason, then can't check that item off. Many people take it for granted everyone can check off each item.
I cried all afternoon each time I failed at electrolysis but I realized that IT doesn't define me.
I spend months suffering with trying many different types and forms of estradiol, wait a couple of weeks, try another, fail, wait a few weeks to recover, try another and fail, rinse and repeat. This was very painful AND depressing. Not to mention the money I spent to end up with basically nothing.
I did learn that HRT doesn't define who I am either.
I guess this is why I was SOOOO excited to have found I can tolerate estriol (almost a year after starting HRT or trying to start) and don't need someone telling me I should be on blank because what I'm on is 10X less effective etc.