Realization about myself

[Ana]

Hi everyone!

My birth name is Matt but I much prefer to use Ana whenever I can. I have always preferred the company of women - I honestly have a hard time getting along with most men. I'm 28 years old and I wish that I was a big woman. Not just kind of big. 5'7'' or so but over 400 lbs. That big. And I am sexually attracted to athletic women. I would love to have one as a lover and/or a caregiver. A bit strange but I'm sure you've heard stranger.

I don't wish to have a gender reassignment procedure done - I believe I would never be fully satisfied with the limits that it has. Not realistic enough for me personally.

Nice to be here!

[V M]

Hi Ana    Welcome to Susan's

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[Catherine Sarah]

Hi Ana,
A warm Aussie welcome to Susan's. I'm sure you'll find it very friendly here. We are a very gender diverse community here, so I'm sure you'll fit in nicely.

One thing I have learnt since coming here, is that an open mind to this journey can really take you places I thought weren't possible or didn't exist. I'm at the point of realising dreams do come true. Hope you enjoy a similar journey. Look forward to hearing more of you in time to come. In the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine

[Devlyn]

Hi Ana, it's nice to meet you! I We like meeting new friends here. Make yourself right at home! Hugs, Devlyn

[Ana]

Thank you everyone, for the warm welcome!

I have an interesting story about my alter-ego with lots more details to come. I have 2 sisters in my alter-ego world, Rosemary and Joanne. We're Italian girls, so we love to eat (and it shows! lol) While I am 5'8'' and 480 lbs, Rose is 5'7'' and 430 lbs (she's the baby of the three of us at 25 years old. ) Joanne is the middle child - and at 5'7'' and 550 lbs, she's the biggest! Our family name is Napolitano. 

Our parents are normal size people and while they do express some concern about our weight, they usually mind their own business. 

I have some pictures (drawings) of us that I will post soon.