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Another holiday alone... What are you doing on the forth?

Started by BillieTex, July 03, 2012, 07:48:32 PM

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BillieTex

sorry just feeling lonely in a bad way, gonna go to bed and have a good cry i think, ya know i stay active trying to help others, so why has He cursed me to be alone like this? sorry just a bad night ahead  :'(

sorry i didn't mean to sound pathetic - i just hate holidays where people can be themselves and have fun...

tomorrow will be better i guess, I pray others enjoy the day

Billie Tex
Be true to yourself, even if no one else will...
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Ms. OBrien CVT

I know what you mean, Billie.  I am not particularly happy around holidays ether.  This year the park I live in is having a 4th of July BBQ.  I am going to take my bacon mac and cheese and try to enjoy myself.

  
It does not take courage or bravery to change your gender.  It takes fear of living one more day in the wrong one.~me
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Michelle G

I'm just working, I have customers wanting their projects done and others waiting in line, I don't really mind though, it's peaceful quiet here at my place and the traffic headed up the hill to Lake Tahoe looks brutal....best to stay put :)
Just a "California Girl" trying to enjoy each sunny day
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Jamie D

No one is ever alone here if they have an internet connection.
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Jamie D

Quote from: Jaime on July 03, 2012, 10:30:05 PM
... I work the rest of the day at the store so all those people won't go without ice cream, cigs, beer, candy, snacks, ice, gas and a charmingly annoying store clerk...

lol

Ice Cream
Beer
Candy
Snacks

Add "Soft Drinks" and you have the five basic food groups.
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Michelle G

Quote from: Jamie D on July 03, 2012, 10:36:53 PM
No one is ever alone here if they have an internet connection.

Very true!

I will be checking in all day as I work, if anyone feels lonely just say HI! An we can talk :)
Just a "California Girl" trying to enjoy each sunny day
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Kelly J. P.

 I'll be doing nothing today. No celebrations; for the most part, holidays don't mean all that much to me. I'll just be on my computer, in all likelihood, and if I hear fireworks... then that would be nice.

But that's all. :)
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JoanneB

One of the great benefits from my TG group is the open family atmosphere.  You really have to go out of your way to be alone for any holiday. Especially the biggies like Thanksgiving or Christmas, even New Years. One of the harsh realities of being trans is loosing family and friends. Many in our group look at us all as one extended family
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Alexis

I 'get' to spend the whole day working so I get to spend the day making sure others have a wonderful night. Which means I'm going to be enjoying the 4th vicariously through everyone else
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Devlyn

Hey Billie, we might be alone at our houses, but we're ll together here! Have a happy holiday, hugs, Devlyn
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BillieTex

Thank you all, long bad night. It will pass.
It's good to know you are out there, it does help.
Be true to yourself, even if no one else will...
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Devlyn

Funny you mentioned it, everyone tells me I'm out there! Hugs, Devlyn
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LordKAT

Air conditioner, dirty house, day off. Simple to figure out what I'm doing.
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kathy bottoms

Home alone in Michigan, but must do yard work and clean weeds out of the cracks in the sidewalk.

Big stuff going on in this small town (500 people).  Parade at 3:00pm, a bunch of games and races for kids, and fireworks at night.  Bar-b-q contest, tours of the new brewery and winery (with samples).  Great family stuff, but since I'm a loner anyway, this living up on a hill with a front porch has advantages for watching the fireworks.

On Saturday Tahoe traffic was also bad.   The traffic was o.k., but I stopped to collect a birthday gift at Redhawk, and after wasting time loosing money, drivers from the bay area caught up to me.

Happy 4th.    Kathy
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Miharu Barbie

Hey Billie Tex, come play pool with me!  I'm cleaning the table and polishing my pool balls right now.  It'll be ready to go by the time you get here.  I'll be painting my fingers and toes later.... but pool always comes first!

Miharu
FEAR IS NOT THE BOSS OF ME!!!


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GhostTown11

I'm being stuffed with croissants and hot chocolate  :-\
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Sara Murphy

Well, for me, I just finished my modest July 4th meal and I am headed to the ballpark where I work for some baseball and fireworks.

I may be on my own for this holiday, but seeing all those other people having fun makes me smile.
"What God doesn't give to you, you've got to go and get for yourself."

"The worst thing one can do is not to try, to be aware of what one wants and not give in to it, to spend years in silent hurt wondering if something could have materialized - and never knowing" - David Viscott
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Julie Wilson

I can't remember the last time I celebrated the 4th of July but I think it was about 20 years ago.  My life is one of stark loneliness.  I feel it even more being unemployed. 
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BillieTex

Quote from: Miharu Barbie on July 04, 2012, 12:59:04 PM
Hey Billie Tex, come play pool with me!  I'm cleaning the table and polishing my pool balls right now.  It'll be ready to go by the time you get here.  I'll be painting my fingers and toes later.... but pool always comes first!

Miharu

Sounds like fun, but it would be a hell of a drive.
Be true to yourself, even if no one else will...
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MyKa

just finished up my weekly electrolysis session..................fun fun! hope you all had a great holiday
Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today.....J.Dean
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