God, that was so terrible.
I went back to the gym, but I discovered the hard way that straightened and carefully kept hair is an essential part of my female presentation. Since I had to prepare for another event right after the exercise session, I skipped on any makeup but the beard concealer. The problem is that after 90 minutes of hair compressed, it looked even worse than usual. And here comes the harsh reality. The deal is that until I could sort the thing with the lockers in the gym, I would stay in "andro / male" presentation as little as possible. But nooo, I had to enter that shop after seeing that they had now that thing I've wanting for a long time.
The clerk called me dude. It felt like a kick, but seeing my reflection explained it all: My hair was completely pointing upwards, leaving open a completely male forehead and hairline. No bang to cover it.
Can't tell how bad it felt. Upon arrived home, I threw away all the sweaty clothing, showered and repaird my hair. Perfect. I changed into female, put a belt I still had not tried one and I felt again like in heaven. This time I could even solve the usual problem I have after doing a laser session since I had the concealer ready.
I'm tired of this. Tomorrow I'm going to ask on the support association about tips on how to ask to be moved to the other locker, and after that I will buy female gym clothing. I want to get rid of this morning situation as soon as possible.
