Remembering my ex. It made me unhappy because she accepted me for who I am, which is the one reason why I didn't run away sooner.
![Sad :(](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/sad.gif)
And it made me very happy because I no longer have to put up with her abusive behavior (physical and emotional).
![Embarrassed :embarrassed:](https://www.susans.org/Smileys/susans/embarrassed.gif)
I'm definitely better off alone and I'm happy I was strong enough to leave this toxic relationship. Not an easy thing to do...
But I'm feeling lonely right now and I wonder if I'll ever find someone who accepts me and who truly loves me the way I am (i.e. not abusive, control freaks).
Oh well... I guess I'll be alone for a while. I'm not in the mood for tolerating disgusting behavior.