@Jenny,
The trans girl & you, that is a precious and beautiful connection you both have, especially the sensitive way you articulated your happening & awakening to the experience. Emotionally touching and brought Happy tears to my eyes for you, I understand that big smile. I have one cd friend, that had to move to a city a five hour drive away from were I live. Known her for 10 years We are really good friends. She believes she is a girl, I am, she has inquired about hrt but didn't live in the area of a trans health center in Toronto. I found one in my suburban area west of Toronto & hope she will when she gets back in our area in a few years, I am going on hrt in May. Family may be the hold back for her. My friend does beautiful work on her make up, with the hair and clothes, she is irresistibly gorgeous. When we are dressed girly with my sisterhood I sometimes find my eyes lock on her & feel like I would like to snuggle in her arms (nothing has every happened that way with us). But my guy mode kicks in and says hey under the female illusion we are both guys, I'm not attracted to men only girls. When I get on hrt that could change. If we both got on hrt, I could still like girls & I think that could make me attracted to lesbians. I don't think that will happen as I am happily married to my wife for almost 25 years.
I know you are taller than me, but we could be sisters with our slim frames, very femme.
Tessa may know who I am taking about as she met my friend,,,Tessa, no names, shh.
Shan, now I know she is going to say I have a temptation like she did...be nice.
My amazingly supportive wife, actually I have mentioned my thoughts to her about this.
I love Astronomy, the Universe does work in mysterious ways.
Keep us updated.
Jamie