Hey Puggal, maybe you could do a little something with your eyebrows and possibly adopt a more female wardrobe. If you don't want anyone to know then stay light on the plucking, but you could still get some women's pants and tops to wear around. And I don't mean buy something uber-femme, just get a nice non-descript top and some bootcut jeans. I just bought a top from Old Navy and I LOVE it. It's super comfy and might be the best shirt/top I've ever had (and it only cost $7). It's their striped Perfect crew-neck tee. It's a lil snug and kinda emphasizes the bust and narrows the shoulders, but it's not too, too femme. Try that. I think it will go a long way because you'll be wearing the clothes you want to and at the same time not putting yourself out there too much. That's what I'm doing and I'm still pre-HRT for another two weeks, sadly.
It sounds like you want stuff to help you become more feminine and attitude is a huge part of that as well, so other then that, maybe try some new music. Music is so emotional and maybe checking out some tunes from women could help you? I'm not sure if it could but it couldn't hurt. Especially if you are someday going to be hanging out with women as close friends as women rock out in their cars together (or maybe just me and my friend(s) lol). I pretty much have always listened to female artists though for whatever reason. Even in my punk days, I swerved to stuff like Siouxie and the Banshees, the Breeders and Garbage, Dresden Dolls and L7. Hope that helped and you weren't exclusively looking for facial feminization ideas. Eyebrows are everything, though. Oh yeah and smile! and adopt a more healthy outlook! You're going to turn out GREAT, if you do it. I wouldn't lie. This is at least my fourth post! Seriously, if you try a lil harder, I think you could be really pretty. If you're into that sorta thing! [Sorry everyone for the novel. eek]