What made you unhappy today? v2.0

[CalmRage]

Discovered even more people i knew were backstabbing liars. If they are already treating me like this for my Aspergers, then all i can say is wow, you call yourself concerned and professional.

[FTMDiaries]

Yeah...well, she DID get it right once she saw the name on the insurance card....but it still hurts.

Indeed it does.

*hugs*

[DriftingCrow]

Reading about Liam's lamb made me sad today.  Sorry man!

One of my lambs broke his leg very badly in a very bad place and earned an early ticket to the butcher.  He's only two and a half months old, but he weighs sixty pounds, so at least he's worth some meat and a nice little hide.  Poor dude the spoiled fat boy of the lot, I was sure he would grow up huge. 

<--My avatar's first offspring, actually.

[Darkie]

I kno rite? XD

I had what I think might have been a brown recluse hanging from a web right infront of my face this morning when I got out of the shower and had wrapped my hair up.  I about wet myself.

[ZoeM]

I had what I think might have been a brown recluse hanging from a web right infront of my face this morning when I got out of the shower and had wrapped my hair up.  I about wet myself.

You win... D:

[Darkie]

You win... D:

It was terrifying.  I just turn around and was like, oh, hello.  Watched him slowly go down till he was on the sink.  Tried killing him with a mug.  Didn't work.  Oh, and we found out that apparently the last power serge from the storms today fried our microwave.

[MyKa]

F'ING tornado no power and it looks like it might be out for days

[big kim]

Seeing someone get kicked in the head in a fight,I helped put him on his side and luckily he came round before the ambulance got there and seemed to be OK

[ZoeM]

Dysphoric over that ribcage size poll.

Also slightly concerned over why my dysphoria never leads to crying - just a sort of dull frustrated tension. I think my E may be too low. Which doesn't help.

[Shantel]

Dysphoric over that ribcage size poll.

Also slightly concerned over why my dysphoria never leads to crying - just a sort of dull frustrated tension. I think my E may be too low. Which doesn't help.

Hey hon, I'm going to pm you about that! You've read my post in that thread haven't you? Not all trans women are smaller than the cis female average. The gals that posted there are really petite!

[ZoeM]

Hey hon, I'm going to pm you about that! You've read my post in that thread haven't you? Not all trans women are smaller than the cis female average. The gals that posted there are really petite!

I know, Shantel. I know. But my subconscious doesn't.

[Heather]

Dysphoric over that ribcage size poll.

Also slightly concerned over why my dysphoria never leads to crying - just a sort of dull frustrated tension. I think my E may be too low. Which doesn't help.

Zoe what your going through is normal I started having real bad dysphoria around the forth month I don't talk about it much but I do it does come through in some of my postings. I know these feelings are horrible but they are not real. In fact I hate to admit it but the last day has been the hardest for me since I started hrt and I am not exaggerating. What I've learned is don't trust what your feeling when your going through one of these moods they tend to lie and cannot be trusted. If you need a friend you can pm me anytime I deal with these feelings too!

[kira21 ♡♡♡]

I I'm going to lose my house,  maybe my job,  I am never going to have enough money to cover basic transition stuff,  I don't know how I am going to have enough money to live,  and I am going to be a house less,  that's even before you count the family and friends that I am losing and stand to lose because of my gender changing. Just feeling that my life is going down the pan and I have to just sit and watch it wash away taking my hopes and dreams with it.

[Devlyn]

Dysphoric over that ribcage size poll.

Also slightly concerned over why my dysphoria never leads to crying - just a sort of dull frustrated tension. I think my E may be too low. Which doesn't help.

There are too many of these "measure this, measure that" ideas. The only measurement that counts is between your ears. I don't recommend sticking a ruler there! Hugs, Devlyn

[Shantel]

There are too many of these "measure this, measure that" ideas. The only measurement that counts is between your ears. I don't recommend sticking a ruler there! Hugs, Devlyn

Yup! 

[Devlyn]

I I'm going to lose my house,  maybe my job,  I am never going to have enough money to cover basic transition stuff,  I don't know how I am going to have enough money to live,  and I am going to be a house less,  that's even before you count the family and friends that I am losing and stand to lose because of my gender changing. Just feeling that my life is going down the pan and I have to just sit and watch it wash away taking my hopes and dreams with it.

No, hon, you have it backwards. Your new life is coming in like the tide. It will get better. Hugs, Devlyn

[MyKa]

Still no power

[TheLance]

Steph, I really do know how you feel. I have that feeling constantly. If there was anything I could do to help, I would. If you need to vent or relate, though, Im here.

[Jamie D]

Thanks, Jamie. 

I hate to be such a stickler but her name is P-O-R-T-I-A.

I corrected my error in the post, and the first quotation.

My apologies.

[Jamie D]

I I'm going to lose my house,  maybe my job,  I am never going to have enough money to cover basic transition stuff,  I don't know how I am going to have enough money to live,  and I am going to be a house less,  that's even before you count the family and friends that I am losing and stand to lose because of my gender changing. Just feeling that my life is going down the pan and I have to just sit and watch it wash away taking my hopes and dreams with it.

There are ways to stave off foreclosure, while you get back on your feet.  I would talk to legal aid attorneys, and try to sell you home, if possible, even in a short sale.  And there is always bankruptcy.

If that is your last option, conserve your cash, and let your debts go through the legal system .