Hey Lexi! I cant tell you what you should do, but I hope that what I say can help. I go to school everyday dressed as a woman. half of my classmates still call me man, dude, guy, or by my original name. and frankly, im not the least doubtful that everyone around me can tell. No one really sees me as a woman. But I do, and thats what matters. There are a few supportive people I can count on, even if they are just humoring me. But the simple truth is that I do it, I go through each day with this knowledge and still persevere simply because I am a woman. I know this to my core and it is all that I need. You have everything that you need inside you hun no matter what anyone else says. Those that deny you, whether you love them or not, are just those who cannot yet see you for who you really are. You may convince them, you may not. But so long as you are sure, thats all that matters. Everyone here is on your side and like Ida said, we all just want to help.