Thanks, Tessa. It's not that I don't ever want to be "girly." I know there will be be times I'll want to wear dresses, get "dolled up," etc... but I also know that I don't want to be high femme every day. Plenty of CIS women are tomboyish in their day to day appearance, have shorter hairstyles, etc. That's the type of woman I want to be, ideally, but I feel this crushing pressure of "oh, you're trans, so you have to be uber femme."