@Devlyn,
A year ago my bro-in-law almost succeeded for the 3rd time as an alcoholic in losing his life Dec 2011, it was gut wrenching to see him on life support, but over three months the hospital staff worked there tricks & got him back a year ago in March. It was awful seeing what he did to himself, emotional ups and downs for the family.
So, for you Dear Devlyn, you saw your way through the haze, had the courage to take control of your life. You must be proud of yourself for staying sober and I am proud of you too, and for posting to help others, that is not easy to admit. Bless you for giving yourself another day and look at yourself, if you hadn't made it you wouldn't have gotten to live your other gender as Devlyn, that is something to live for & Honor.
@Sarah Louise & everyone's Aunty Shan, congratulations for seeing life for what it is, coming back from the brink, you have my respect and appreciation.
For all of you, I am Happy you are here & in my life, you are of value to everyone here. Fortunately I have never let the demon Rum get to me, only have one or two on Saturday night & rarely anything else the rest of the week.
My fav song that is a theme for my life is "I Will Survive."
Love
Jamie