Quote from: N.Chaos on April 10, 2013, 12:06:20 PM
I've got entire years that are a blur for me.
Certain situations are still there, sickeningly clear and way more vivid than I want them to be, but the aftermath is usually a big black stain where all I know is that it was bad.
I've got a lot of memories from the time before I moved, when i was about 8. After that its uncomfortable shadows and things that are still too fresh, even over a decade later.
Hey dude. I'm glad we're hearing from you again. I don't believe I've seen your posts lately. Especially due to the nature of this forum every time someone stops posting I tend to worry...
Anyway, it's normal not to have an expansive memory regarding the first few years of your life. But my childhood memories are probably the strongest memories I have. I remember a lot from that time of my life. After adolescence--I don't remember much. I have a hard time committing anything to memory anymore, even nowadays. I always assumed it was because I learned to dissociate from myself, and never really got back in touch with how my body fit into the world.
