What are you thinking right now? 4.0

[Devlyn]

Ha...yeah, it really does. Just to clear things up, the sex thoughts did not involve my mother.

Yeah, thanks for clearing that up!

[Renee]

Wondering what weird or creepy thing is gonna happen next. This morning when I went outside the store to smoke a quick cig before it was time to open, there was a yellow rose under one of my wiper blades on my car. I'm not sure if it was there before I left the house or not since it was dark, so not sure if it was put there at the house or at the store. Kind of leaving me with a creepy feeling.  *shudders*

[Keaira]

Ha...yeah, it really does. Just to clear things up, the sex thoughts did not involve my mother.

I'm really relieved to hear that. LOL

[Adam (birkin)]

Yeah, thanks for clearing that up!

I'm really relieved to hear that. LOL

Well, T can do some scary things..... No, she was just sitting in the adjacent room playing on her ipad and I could hear her chewing her ice and I just hated having anything even remotely sexy in my head knowing she was there. I felt like she'd be ashamed of me knowing I am at all sexual lmao.

[Imreallyconfused]

Going to sleep is going to be a chore. I'm happy I got my surgery, but the medication makes me more sick than sleepy. I don't want to take it, but if I don't then I won't sleep because it hurts too much. Ahh decisions, decisions.

[King Malachite]

top surgery

[V M]

Some of my co-workers...

[King Malachite]

I love sour candy.

★★★★★

[Liminal Stranger]

My dad came over today. I'm still not happy with him, but we did have a serious discussion and have hopefully reached an understanding and taken steps towards changing the course of future events. I don't want to see him end up sick or dead from alcoholism, and he had a vision of that happening the other day that shook him up very badly. But I'm keeping my guard up and not getting too hopeful, because I don't want to let anyone else get hurt ever again from this, including me. This may finally be the wake-up call he needed...I hope so.

Today I went to have my blood drawn and all, wait was forever and they tried to skip us so my mom got rather upset. Meanwhile I was just in a bad mood because she pretty much loudly outed me to the entire office. I hate that, it ruins any potential for me being happy and able to communicate when I'm labeled that way. Wish I could get over it but I can't, I guess that's why I'm transitioning. Though a little thing did cheer me up not too long after.

While filling out the coding, I guess the technician misread the numbers or something. This left me with the diagnoses as follows:
-viral infection nos
-testicular hypofunction

I mean sure, that's one way to put it 
Now insurance may be wondering what my testicles have to do with hypoglycemia. Or why my chart says F if I supposedly have them. We'll just have to explain if they call up confused. But oh, this is hilarious.

[Shantel]

My dad came over today. I'm still not happy with him, but we did have a serious discussion and have hopefully reached an understanding and taken steps towards changing the course of future events. I don't want to see him end up sick or dead from alcoholism, and he had a vision of that happening the other day that shook him up very badly. But I'm keeping my guard up and not getting too hopeful, because I don't want to let anyone else get hurt ever again from this, including me. This may finally be the wake-up call he needed...I hope so.

Sometime that's what it takes for a full-blown alcoholic to see the light, we can only hope for the best!

Today I went to have my blood drawn....
While filling out the coding, I guess the technician misread the numbers or something. This left me with the diagnoses as follows:
-viral infection nos
-testicular hypofunction

I mean sure, that's one way to put it 
Now insurance may be wondering what my testicles have to do with hypoglycemia. Or why my chart says F if I supposedly have them. We'll just have to explain if they call up confused. But oh, this is hilarious.

Hilarious and yet scary considering the screw up and the the credibility of any of their findings.

[King Malachite]

Call of Duty: Ghosts

[DriftingCrow]

Me so sleepy

[King Malachite]

My sister has her own life coaching business and I've thought about paying for a few sessions.  I asked her if she would coach me on the path to being a porn star if I paid and she said yeah even though I could tell she was annoyed with that question.  I used that question to see if she would guide me during my transition.  I think she probably would help me.  Problem is I know more about it transitioning than she does so i

I honestly got too lazy to finish the sentence.

I'm thinking about Izze peach soda now.

[Edge]

That sounds like a good idea, Malachite. (Not the porn star bit though.)

I'm thinking about myself and who I am and how I have a pretty good handle on who I am I think. I have to fix that procrastinating thing though.

[Nero]

I have to fix that procrastinating thing though.

I'm thinking the same thing. Oh, the last few weeks of class...

[DriftingCrow]

my sister wants to write a crappy romance novel and self-publish on Amazon so she can make some money, and then we're going to move to a poor country where we can get a good exchange rate and live in luxury. But, the problem is: write about hot aliens our just copy 50 Shades of Gray?

[Adam (birkin)]

I honestly got too lazy to finish the sentence.

I'm thinking about Izze peach soda now.

Literally my life.

[Renee]

I need to remember to pick up some rounds for my .25 berretta and maybe another box of 9mm for the s&w and do some practice, haven't really done any shooting in few years. Still creeped out too.

[Shantel]

I need to remember to pick up some rounds for my .25 berretta and maybe another box of 9mm for the s&w and do some practice, haven't really done any shooting in few years. Still creeped out too.

Good plan, a nice looking woman like yourself living alone is often viewed as a potential target by predatory types! You might want to give your sheriff deputy neighbor a brief overview about what happened it will give you some CYA if you have to protect yourself from some kind of aggressive attack.

[Renee]

Good plan, a nice looking woman like yourself living alone is often viewed as a potential target by predatory types! You might want to give your sheriff deputy neighbor a brief overview about what happened it will give you some CYA if you have to protect yourself from some kind of aggressive attack.

Yeah, I am also going to ask to see what sort of personal protection is legal for me to carry concealed short of a gun. Like spray or small tazer.