I went swimming with Caleb and my Son again. I can't beleive I pass well enough in a swimsuit not to be hassled. Caleb helped pick it out. Currently he is sleeping on my shoulder. Tomorrow is his last day here I don't want him to go. This week has gone by too fast. Whats weird is how it feels like we have been together for years. And my dysphoria just melts away when he is around. He makes me laugh a lot. He just woke up, went to the bathroom and came back. Hes wrapped up in his blanket farting, so I pulled the blanket over his head and dutch oven'ed him.
I really dont want him to go. 🙁