What are you thinking right now? 4.0

[Simon]

I just need to work out. Lol.

I think a lot of us are in the same boat, lol.

I have around 11 months to attempt to lose this gummy bear gut before top surgery. It's crazy how most of my weight settles right there.

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Tuesday is T day for me and I did it...got my shot injected before the end of a song, woot. I'm almost certain my phobia of injecting myself is all but gone. It actually hurts less doing it myself in my thigh than having my girl stick it in my butt.

[Tossu-sama]

Sony is coming out swinging at Microsoft

PS4 > Xbox one

You don't say.

[Keaira]

How do you keep a promise you dont want to keep?
I want SRS. I want to not have to worry about tucking, to be able to wear cute or sexy panties and not look down and see male junk down there. Hell, I want to be able to have sex and not feel the loathing I have for those parts.
And yet im supposed to keep my word to my wife. Whom, I'm sure is missing the sex we used to have that I hated.

I just want to be like any other woman. -_-

And I miss Caleb.

[Shantel]

How do you keep a promise you dont want to keep?
I want SRS. I want to not have to worry about tucking, to be able to wear cute or sexy panties and not look down and see male junk down there. Hell, I want to be able to have sex and not feel the loathing I have for those parts.
And yet im supposed to keep my word to my wife. Whom, I'm sure is missing the sex we used to have that I hated.

I just want to be like any other woman. -_-

And I miss Caleb.

Keaira,
      I get you hon, and I'd bet there's not a married soul on these boards that doesn't understand where you are right now, though it could spell "trouble in river city" for the marriage if those thoughts persist. No-one has asked you thus far but I will out of sheer curiosity,  how did your S.O. handle the emotional connection that obviously exists between you and Caleb? I'm asking because it's obvious that you are more than just good buddies and I want to be clear that I'm not condemning either of you in any way, I think it's rather beautiful.

[The unknown]

I think a lot of us are in the same boat, lol.

I have around 11 months to attempt to lose this gummy bear gut before top surgery. It's crazy how most of my weight settles right there.

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Tuesday is T day for me and I did it...got my shot injected before the end of a song, woot. I'm almost certain my phobia of injecting myself is all but gone. It actually hurts less doing it myself in my thigh than having my girl stick it in my butt.

If u have the determination and self discipline we can get u down to the size u want. I'm great when it comes to working out just never have anyone to tag along

[King Malachite]

You don't say.

Indeed I do.  They came swinging with a freaking baseball bat.

I'm supposed to be meeting a guy at 4 to sell a video game to him for $30.  I'm starting to wonder if I'm going to regret it, not because I want to keep the game (even though I still do), but because Gamestop's trade in value for that game right now is $29.20 and I get a 60 percent trade in bonus.  I do kind of need a new video game but I do need cash for top surgery.

Hmmm about $35 store credit or $30 cash?

It doesn't really matter since I'm not going to go back on my deal.  I will say that if he falls through on this deal then I'm not going to be too butt-hurt about it.  I'll just trade it the next day at Gamestop and get my approx. $35 store credit.  Something tells me that this guy isn't going to back out though.  He seems very interested and I'm meeting him at his work place.

*sigh* the things I do on my journey into manhood.  At least one day when I'm looking down at my non-boobs I can say "Thank you Call of Duty: Black Ops 2.  You are part of the reason why I was able to get my top surgery." with a thumbs up.

[Tristan]

I'm thinking about Ron. And how many babies I want ?

[King Malachite]

Well I made the sale so I hope the buyer enjoys it.  He asked me if I had any codes for the game and I told him no.  I brought the game for $60 so you bet I'm going to use that Nuketown 2025 code.

[Liminal Stranger]

So much to get done in such a short space of time. Really hoping I don't end up needing to see the doctor about my shoulder, it's been making horrible cringe-worthy crackling noises and having nerve issues for two and a half years now but the noises got unbearable to the point where putting on all my compression layers fills me with dread because I have to hear it and it sounds so terrible. It's died down to tolerable levels as of late, maybe it'll heal if I just leave it alone...but I really want to work out :c

Oh well, bike riding running and stomach vacuums it is for now. And leg lifts, I guess. Hopefully it'll cut it out so I can do dips and all without that annoying tingling in my arm.

[Shantel]

Max, I have lousy shoulders too, and I found them to improve substantially with some weight training to strengthen them.  Gently, obviously.

My brother said he would be around to feed my sheep, but he's not so I did it.  I'm seven days post-op now and I thought it was a good idea to sort out a few thin ewes first.  Well, my ewes are quite agreeable and I moved them without using my arms, so that was all right.  Then I tried to scoot a whiny fifty pound baby through, ended up wrestling him, and that was a bad idea. not really hurt, just overdid it.

You must be quite sore, take it easy Liam and congrats for disposing of unwanted baggage. (hugs)

[King Malachite]

Wow, ever since I came out to my sister as being transgender on Feb. 5th 2012 a day has not gone by where I did not think about  it.  That's was over a year ago and it still hurts not to be accepted.  I tolerate her still referring to me as a female and sister but I'm not going to tolerate her doing that when I start officially transitioning and I say officially because even after top surgery, I'll still be living as female for a time.

Speaking of official, I wonder which is the point where things will be official.

[Simon]

Speaking of official, I wonder which is the point where things will be official.

When you decide to make it official.

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I'm thinking this staying up all night and then going to bed around 3 in the afternoon has to end.

[King Malachite]

When you decide to make it official.

Then it's probably going to be when I get my name change.

[Simon]

Then it's probably going to be when I get my name change.

I can understand that. I had family (especially my sister) who flat out refused to call me Simon until it was legally my name. Why? I have no idea. I figure it was just a way for them to get in a final jab. Eleven years later my sister still won't call me by male pronouns...I'm "hey you" to her.

[Renee]

The dog is telling me its bedtime. Weird how he's gotten so good with the new schedule we have.

[Shantel]

The dog is telling me its bedtime. Weird how he's gotten so good with the new schedule we have.

They're creatures of habit. My dog tries to heard me toward the bedroom when it gets dark out.

[Anna++]

It took me since December 2010 but i finally finished watching the X-Files on Netflix!

[Edge]

I got a great idea to modify a coat I made when I was fifteen. I just found the coat. Nope, it's not the right shape. At least now I have an idea for something to make.
Also, I got a referral for an endocrinologist. I am nervous since I need to find a psychologist who can quickly agree that I truly am trans and write a letter for me.

[King Malachite]

I must make it part of my life journey to visit a maid cafe and spend all of my money in there.

Screw strip clubs.  I want to go to a maid cafe.

[Simon]

It's odd when people comment on how hairy you're getting.