What are you thinking right now? 4.0

[Darkie]

First day off in a while and the SO is at work.  I didn't make any plans whatsoever and decided to have a lazy day.  An hour in and I have no idea what to do with myself....

[Renee]

I had 268 customers today, being an hour shorter day since its Sunday, that makes it one customer every 1.567 minutes. That's pretty busy for a Sunday.

[King Malachite]

I'm heartbroken.

Lost another friend today to the same disease I have. She died of a blood clot in her brain due to tumors. My second friend to die this year and I have a third that has terminal kidney and pancreatic cancer.

I am so hurt and I hate to say it but it does always make me think about my own mortality.

I don't mean to bring anyone else down but I have nobody to talk to about things like this.

I'm sorry for your loss *hugs*  We are here for you.



I'm thinking how clothes are the hardest things to take pictures of on a webcam.

[Renee]

Had the guy that is in this article http://www.newbernsj.com/news/local/blind-man-hiking-across-north-carolina-1.158554 come through today. He's pretty nice and you got to really admire someone who would do that whether they're blind or not, more so with his situation.

[Devlyn]

I'm heartbroken.

Lost another friend today to the same disease I have. She died of a blood clot in her brain due to tumors. My second friend to die this year and I have a third that has terminal kidney and pancreatic cancer.

I am so hurt and I hate to say it but it does always make me think about my own mortality.

I don't mean to bring anyone else down but I have nobody to talk to about things like this.

Big hug! Sorry, Simon. We're here for stuff like this, you know that. Hugs, Devlyn

[Shantel]

Big hug! Sorry, Simon. We're here for stuff like this, you know that. Hugs, Devlyn

Yes Simon we are here for you dear. ((Hugs)) ~Shan~

[Liminal Stranger]

I'm heartbroken.

Lost another friend today to the same disease I have. She died of a blood clot in her brain due to tumors. My second friend to die this year and I have a third that has terminal kidney and pancreatic cancer.

I am so hurt and I hate to say it but it does always make me think about my own mortality.

I don't mean to bring anyone else down but I have nobody to talk to about things like this.

Sorry to hear that, Simon. Like others have said, we're here for you if you need to talk.

[King Malachite]

I can't stand it when you are typing a long post and then you go to submit it and the friggin site times out.

UGH!!

Omg I hate that too!!!!! That's why I copy my long posts just in case.

[Simon]

Thank you all for the sweet replies. I'll be alright. Always am. Just shocked and saddened yesterday.

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Today I am going to just veg out and watch movies. Just finished "Hansel & Gretel: Witch Hunters" (really entertaining, liked it a lot) and now looking for something else.

[King Malachite]

I really love my Susans family and how a lot of people here are so willing to help someone in need.

[Imreallyconfused]

Need to take a chill pill. My heart is racing like a daytona prototype going round circuit of america raceway.

[Edge]

Kill me already. I have no place in this world. I'd be better off dead.

Forgive me for going all condescending for a second. I don't mean it to be, but I've been told I come across as this. I'm just awkward.
If you feel you have no place in this world, then make one. Figure out what and who you want to be and don't let anyone get in your way (including yourself). Never surrender.

[Shantel]

Kill me already. I have no place in this world. I'd be better off dead.

We all would be at a loss, so don't harm yourself, whatever it is will surely pass. Feel free to pm me, we can work through it hon!

[Simon]

Kill me already. I have no place in this world. I'd be better off dead.

I think most transgender people feel like that on occasion. I know I have. You have to hang in there and keep pressing forward. People say "it gets better"...yeah, it does but only if you put in the effort to make your life better.

Nobody would be better off dead. Aren't you curious to know how your story ends? Give yourself the chance to be happy. It's going to take time but it will be worth it.

[Edge]

The problem with being more emotionally attached to a fictional character rather than real people is that fictional characters aren't real.

[King Malachite]

The problem with being more emotionally attached to a fictional character rather than real people is that fictional characters aren't real.

Agreed, though the cognitive dissonance in me says that Neo Queen Serenity is real and that she's my wife.

[Renee]

You know its summer by the sound of the skeeter truck going by. 

[Edge]

Agreed, though the cognitive dissonance in me says that Neo Queen Serenity is real and that she's my wife.

Henceforth, you shall be known as Tuxedo Mask.
It's the same for me. The Marvel universe is a huge part of my inner world just so he is in it and I am not alone (god, that sounds sad). Three guesses as to who and the first two don't count.

[Shantel]

You know its summer by the sound of the skeeter truck going by.

Don't let them get overspray on your pizza! 

[King Malachite]

Henceforth, you shall be known as Tuxedo Mask.
It's the same for me. The Marvel universe is a huge part of my inner world just so he is in it and I am not alone (god, that sounds sad). Three guesses as to who and the first two don't count.

You mean to tell me I wasn't already him?    

Doesn't sound sad to me though.  Inner worlds are much more cooler anyways. 

My guesses (Based off of Marvel vs Capcom since that's all I know)-  1.  The Hulk 2. War Machine 3. Gambit