Thanks, guys and girls. I need to get out of here sooner than later though, ended up seeing my parents' messages to each other while transferring a bunch of things off my mothers' phone. She was saying that she wanted to send me to boarding school or a monastery or something and they gossip about me like yentes...big mouths, little minds. They keep using the term "it breaks my heart" in those texts, as in oh this is so sad why is she a freak I want to turn back time so she'll just be a girl and shut up already. I'm disgusted and mortified by what I saw, it's really the last straw for me and I'm done caring about them.