I was telling my sister about how it might be a good idea to take the dispatching job because when I move out of state, that will be more experience I would have and it would help me get another dispatching job.
My sister started saying things like "why do you want to move away from family so bad? You act like you hate us."
Even though moving is FAR off, I think about it like this: I'm not moving because I hate my family. I'm moving because for once, I finally love myself (or at least I'm trying to)
If by some grace mother lets me have top surgery under her roof, I may push it to where I get on Androgel for a specific amount of time. That way the changes are slow enough that they aren't too noticable while living as female. My voice is pretty high so I'm looking for a slightly deeper voice to make me feel more confident even while presenting as female, but I'll take it one step at a time. For now, I'm just going to focus on raising the money.
