Not sure about how to act or react to people this night.
Today the local biggest festivities of the year star, and I will be going as a girl for the first time. Seeing as we are in the part of the country where there are the biggest difficulties for finding a girlfriend or having casual sex, and with everybody drunk to the maximum, I can expect somebody trying to hit on me. Most of my friends have to shooo away lists of people desperate for sex.
And I don't know how to react. Hormones are driving my libido crazy as of lately, haven't had sex for a year and without anti depressants, desire is back. But people may be too drunk to notice my manly face... And maybe I should not drink. I don't know what stupid things I can do...