My first time that I realized I might like guys was in the 7th grade, watching this really cute guy kissing a pretty girl I'd seen at school and literally having to force myself to breathe from just wishing it was me being kissed. There were lots of cute guys in jr. high and high school I thought were really cute, but I didn't explore my feminine side sexually till my freshman year. My brother was four years older than me and most of his friends were ->-bleeped-<-s, but one of his, two, actually, made me weak at the knees every time I'd get around them. I'd turn into a 14 year old girl, having to catch my breath I wanted them sooo bad (much). I've been more into guys sexually for most of my life, but haven't wanted a woman sexually in at least fifteen years. Inevitably, I think we're all going to enjoy a guy opening a door for us and sweet things like that that tell us we're appreciated as women. Strangely, I've been having quite a few guys flirting with me lately, and I think it's cute and fun, but I've already got a guy I'm in love with. Unfortunately, he works too much, I don't see him enough and I'm getting very tired of it. But I'm not tired of him when I see him, and that's becoming unfortunate, because I'm not going to go out on him. Lookswise, though, my perfect guys are Daniel Craig, the present James Bond (and the best, I think) who was also in "Munich", a Spielberg film starring Eric Bana, a really excellent, insanely good looking actor also in "Black Hawk Down", and "Troy." Then there is a guy on a show on AMC called "Hell On Wheels" named Anson Mount, who's naked to the waist quite often and he's simply gorgeous and I'm not normally into beards at all. As for rockers, I think Michael Hutchence, the lead singer for INXS who died in 1997, was one of the sexiest men I've ever seen. I'd be under any of them in a second, and well, my guy would have to understand! No, I couldn't do it, could I?
