I'm not going to lie, when I first saw this post I was thinking woah ok then. When the idea of subscriptions came in to see the just for us board, I was fairly upset. I had no idea how I was going to afford to donate, let alone subscribe. I felt really guilty about the whole thing. However, I've been thinking hard about this the past few days. This site has been here for me whenever I've needed it. I've made friends on here who mean a lot to me, I've contacted people in the middle of the night when I've felt like giving up. This site is my family and it has quite honestly saved my life. If it went, I don't know what I'd do. Susan has kept this running for so long off her own back. She didn't have to, she still doesn't have to now. If I have to go without something every month then that's what I'm going to have to do. This site means more to me than a lot of things.
I know not everybody can, and I completely understand where people are coming from, so I don't want people to feel guilty if they can't donate. Together as the strong family we are, we can keep this site going. There will be months where I may not be able to subscribe/donate, but somebody else can, and there will be months where some people can't donate but I can. It doesn't matter if you can't donate or subscribe all the time, nobody is asking that. But when you can, please do, and we can keep Susan's alive as a family.