Welcome and hang in there! I'm not from CA so I can't recommend anything there (Sorry) but I would like to say a few things that I hope you'll always remember, especially at your most desperate hr of need. I don't know you or your family but no matter how alone you think you are or may feel, you're never TRUELY alone. Believe it or not but people do care about you. (Even total strangers) Sure killing yourself may seem like an answer but I assure you, it is NOT an answer at all. Life can be pretty tough but life is also something that we should cherish and can be a lot of fun too. If you ever need to reach out and talk to someone then do so! Never hold it in for that wouldn't help you at all and talking about your problems can REALLY help you a lot. If you need to cry, then cry. That helps too but remember, never give up! Stay strong and hang in there! Also glad to hear you're in therapy that is REALLY good.
