From the front and at eye level, I seem to have more hair that I do.
From behind I clearly have male pattern balding though.
From the side, well my neck size utterly trashes my appearance among other things.
I have turfed the side burns I hate side burns.
My hair currently exists in long enough form, that brushed from left to right, it covers the scalp barely enough. But also might look too desperate as well. Windy days are a pain.
The back and top are basically not really there though.
The wife has essentially preferred I keep it this way though. I'm not in a hurry to do the bald look like many men my age have conceded to.
Not sure what the hair dresser will do, but what has surprised me this recent past week, is that economically speaking, getting rid of the sex organs (being that OHIP covers the operation) might actually not be a fraction of the hassle of getting a new hair do (which I always thought would be the easiest of fights on the list
).
Clothes of course, well you never stop paying out for clothing.
Next Saturday, will be a very long day for me I suppose. It will likely take a lot of courage even for me to potentially finally confront a need to radically alter my appearance hair wise. Chances are, following the hair cut, I will probably be telling her 'make this wig look ok on me regardless of the amount of effort, and what you need to do to it, as I can't go out looking like this' (in reference to a potentially ruinous hair do). It won't be her fault of course if there is no way to give me a nice hair do like any routine cis female with a full head of hair can expect.
What is annoying, is my wife, she has normal cis female hair, and she does NOTHING to indulge it, NOTHING to look after it and following her getting a nice new hair do, she basically just lets it sit on her head with no interest at all in doing anything with it.
