I should be happy because I have just over 18 hours until my appointment, but I'm feeling despair. Everything is just not good. Bad signs. I didn't get the paperwork in the mail (even though I gave them my current address as I was to move the day after I called them) and I wasn't given an order to fast over the phone (perhaps it was in the paperwork, but I'll never know) so I don't know when I should stop eating. My nerves are so high on edge, and I'm fearing that I'll be turned down yet again, or that the doctor just wants this to be an eval and to see me back for bloodwork in a month or whatever.