Quote from: Shantel on March 13, 2014, 01:12:20 PM
I'm surprised that you didn't twist it's little head off! 

Oh trust me. I have. Sometimes I want to reach inside its cage and huck it against a wall. It hates me as much as I hate it and every time I am upstairs it squawks nonstop.

I should be happy because I have just over 18 hours until my appointment, but I'm feeling despair. Everything is just not good. Bad signs. I didn't get the paperwork in the mail (even though I gave them my current address as I was to move the day after I called them) and I wasn't given an order to fast over the phone (perhaps it was in the paperwork, but I'll never know) so I don't know when I should stop eating. My nerves are so high on edge, and I'm fearing that I'll be turned down yet again, or that the doctor just wants this to be an eval and to see me back for bloodwork in a month or whatever.

Nasty sugar free chocolate pudding that tastes like it has plastic in it

Sore throat making me feel like crap 

A family friend passed away today. He was fairly young and had a son my age that I used to be friends with. His wife is like an aunt to me and I can't imagine what she's going through. I know it would be nice and respectful for me to go to the funeral, but I don't know if I can handle all of that sad energy in one place...

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 02:39:37 PM
I should be happy because I have just over 18 hours until my appointment, but I'm feeling despair. Everything is just not good. Bad signs. I didn't get the paperwork in the mail (even though I gave them my current address as I was to move the day after I called them) and I wasn't given an order to fast over the phone (perhaps it was in the paperwork, but I'll never know) so I don't know when I should stop eating. My nerves are so high on edge, and I'm fearing that I'll be turned down yet again, or that the doctor just wants this to be an eval and to see me back for bloodwork in a month or whatever.

If you're fasting for bloodwork, it's about eight hours - I usually just make my appointments in the morning and don't eat breakfast.

Quote from: NathanExplosion on March 13, 2014, 09:37:10 PMIf you're fasting for bloodwork, it's about eight hours - I usually just make my appointments in the morning and don't eat breakfast.

OK, good, I was thinking about 12 hours. I just ate at 8, but I'm hungry again.

This is the one and only time I will ever say this, but I hope I have bloodwork. And that I get a prescription tomorrow.

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 13, 2014, 09:44:14 PM
OK, good, I was thinking about 12 hours. I just ate at 8, but I'm hungry again.

This is the one and only time I will ever say this, but I hope I have bloodwork. And that I get a prescription tomorrow.

I've got my fingers crossed that you get a prescription tomorrow hun.  All the positive thoughts and energy.

Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 14, 2014, 01:34:52 AMI've got my fingers crossed that you get a prescription tomorrow hun.  All the positive thoughts and energy.

Unfortunately right now negative thoughts and energy are what are swirling within me. Doubting that it will work this time. So anxious I can't sleep.

I also need my nails redone, they're chipping. I need to find my roommate, she does it a lot better than I do.

Quote from: birkin on March 13, 2014, 02:05:56 PM
Oh trust me. I have. Sometimes I want to reach inside its cage and huck it against a wall. It hates me as much as I hate it and every time I am upstairs it squawks nonstop.

I'm having a terrible Monty Python dead parrot moment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=npjOSLCR2hE

Quote from: Cindy on March 14, 2014, 01:52:07 AMI'm having a terrible Monty Python dead parrot moment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=npjOSLCR2hE

Quite agree, quite agree, silly is silly is silly. Right, get on with it. GET ON WITH IT!

My favourite sketch

Almost everybody in my friends and in my family tells me to shave my beard... I always find something in order not to do it... If only they knew I'm not an average guy... x/
Should I or shouldn't I shave it ? If I do, it will grow faster and darker and I'll need surgeries to make it disappear !.. But everybody tells me I seem dirty with it... I don't know what to do

Realizing that in order to avoid the possibility of destroying my marriage from coming out completely to my wife about how intense my desire to be a woman really is, I've become emotionally closed off from her, which is definitely destroying my marriage.

I had a fight with my mom yesterday. She said she doesn't want me to 'mutilate' my body to become a boy; so I guess all that crap about contacting a GT was just to look good in front of my counselor. Hopefully she lets me go to the Transgender group meeting later.

I seem to have come down sick    Blah

Quote from: V M on March 14, 2014, 06:24:19 AM
I seem to have come down sick    Blah

Uh - Oh, get well soon hon!

I know the office has to give me the male forms but it's really triggering, especially when it's asking about the swxual stuff (prostate cancer, vasectomy, amongst other questions)

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 14, 2014, 09:12:27 AM
I know the office has to give me the male forms but it's really triggering, especially when it's asking about the swxual stuff (prostate cancer, vasectomy, amongst other questions)

Hugs.

Feeling suicidal.

Quote from: Colleen♡Callie on March 14, 2014, 09:15:02 AMHugs.

And I also had to undress and get into a gown for the doctor to examine the extraneous flesh. Eew.
And the blood test that is imminent. The doctor needs the results first before sending a prescription. I knew it was going to be this way but, but ;_;

Quote from: Lauren5 on March 14, 2014, 10:42:56 AM
And I also had to undress and get into a gown for the doctor to examine the extraneous flesh. Eew.
And the blood test that is imminent. The doctor needs the results first before sending a prescription. I knew it was going to be this way but, but ;_;

That's how I feel when I go to the doctor. I know they're just doing their job but please don't touch or look down there.