QuoteMe too! Now when I shave, no matter how close it is, you can see the shadow. And now the shadow is spotty, since a lot of my beard is gray.
I had quite a bit of concealer on in my avatar photo! The sucky part is it makes my skin look bumpy.
Ahhhh, sucks kittens doesn't it! But I'm sure the bumpiness is not as bad as ye think :-)
I've noticed that my body is trying its hardest to be the exact opposite of feminine now that I am trying not to look masculine, its really making an effort after all the years of being androgynous. Good work team XY!

I guess it's all about making males and females as opposing as possible to aid physical attraction and therefore mating. Woot, I'll soon be absolutely ridiculous in anything feminine and be all of 2.1% more likely to get a date :p Win. Not.
I miss the days when I could grow my facial for my girlfriend (as she liked it) or for when I needed to work behind the bar, but then shave it off when I wanted to be feminine. There was no shadow afterwards, if I shaved, it looked like puberty hadn't visited my face. Facial hair was something I liked to dabble in but then "take off" like a disguise. Now its there all the time, along with the tired-looking grey and the sort of snarl at the corners of the mouth. Makes working in a pub alot easier, but I personally feel like I'm decaying like a building stained with abrasive soot that won't scrub off.
...However.... I still don't feel comfortable removing it permanently... Why? Because is useful to have facial hair at times (see above) and also I feel like I'm betraying the male members of my family be removing the characteristic facial hair we all have. I don't know how to come to a favourably arrangement regarding all this. Any ideas anyone?