Dumb auto correct on my note lol, meant "porn star" don't worry so much about the size, I actually started out size 0 and left Thailand just barely doing number 1, it's now almost a year and I am using the soul source dilators and am currently on the "big bad orange" and that one alone and it makes 4 look small, the only thing I bother with the original set is to check depth and I'm a Lil of 6 deep so all is well, but what I am trying to say is keep at it and don't think oh I'll prob never, you will be surprised by 6 or 7 months, trust me on this. And girl I was so scared during those first couple weeks in Thailand I never thought I'd be able to get to #4. Then after 2 or so months, I had a similar feeling to you as not being appealing that was until I had a sit together show and tell with some girlfriends that knew and well, they all were mad at me because well, mine looked better than theirs.. Seriously and these were genetic girls.... The final end all to my concerns was me meeting my boyfriend, and we'll he still doesn't know, and I'm not telling either.....
I said however if you still feel it's not exactly what you want it to look like, go back, he won't charge anything. : /