Hi new around here

[scott2monica]

Hello. My names is Scott or my chosen name Monica. I am a middle aged m2f transgender. My story is long and painful and in many ways not even begun.  I hope this site can help and maybe I can in turn help another. 

[Skyler]

Hey Monica! I'm Skyler ftm. I my self havent started transitioning yet but hopefully i will soon.  I hope you are in a better position in life now and no longer in pain because we both have a long way to go

[justjournalhonestly]

I am a middle aged m2f who is just beginning along with both of you, and welcome you both here Monica and Skyler.

[kaylagirl0806]

Hi Monica! I'm Kayla and I'll be 18 this August and am trying with all that I am to transition

[Jessica Merriman]

A big warm welcome to the family Monica! You will find out very soon that this is a family and full of caring, compassionate people who want to see you succeed in life. We all have the same feelings and desires you do as well as some painful past's, so we do understand you very well. Feel free to rant, vent, share good news (we like this a LOT), learn or just have some fun and meet the rest of the family. The information you get here is priceless as it comes from real people at all stages of transition. You will find out what works, or doesn't with great tips and suggestions along the way. Here is a BIG HUG  to welcome you and make you feel right at home!

[Brenda Hailey]

Nice to meet you, I am a Scott2Brenda

[V M]

Hi Monica 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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V M

[Jamie D]

Welcome, Monica.  Glad you found us. 

There is a lot of information to be found on the site.  Feel free to cruise it.

We have many, many members who fall in the "middle-aged" grouping.  You are in good company.

[scott2monica]

Thank you all. I will be 45 this year. I have known I wantes to at least live as a woman from a very very young age. I would say 5 or 6. It got worse when I became a teen. Then the whole sexual orientation thing started. I grew up in a Southern Baptist family with strong prejudice. I still fight the whole sexual orientation  and have fought self loathing and hate. In my mid to late 30s I had a chance and took it to live and finally let Monica out. It was the purest time of my life. I then locked her back down and have done I could do to kill her. As you can guess she is a stubborn one. Lol between you and me I love that girl. Anyway I hope one day to give in and come to terms and be who I was born to be.. I hate not being pretty anymore... 

[Jamie D]

Monica, we can't choose out families, but we can choose how we want to live our lives.

Live yours to the fullest.